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I Hope That And Pray That One Day You'll Realize [Saturday March 4th, 2006 3:15pm] Well another day with nothing accomplished. Story of my life kiddies. I might practice my bass today, who knows. Maybe later. I haven't been doing so that much, mainly I am not in the mood to do so. Shrug. I am tired. I am grumpy. I am sick of my friends. I am sick of the fakeness. I am sick. Honestly, I feel that everyone of my friends right now are the fakest motherfuckers on the planet, and I am really not happy with any of them right now. It's not that they did anything in particular to me, I just am so fed up with them. I don't know. It feels like they say they care and whatnot, but don't really mean it. And their just saying those things to be nice. Who knows. I don't that's for fucking sure. I hung out with Brigette Friday, which was nice, I guess, I mean I had fun of course. But I mean she's so different now. Not a bad thing, but true. It's not like it used to be. That could honestly be a good thing though. I don't know. :-/ Yeah we went to the school to go get Melody's phone number from Ms. Portillo. It was nice to see her again, she's so awesome. I mostly just sat there and listened to her and Brigette talk about CSUN since she also went there. But it was nice. She's so funny. I need to get in school. I know I say that a lot and I know like zero people believe me, but I honestly want to go back. I don't really know what else to say so yeah, I'll close. [Your Love is Hopeless]

[Thursday March 2nd, 2006 1:54pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Throwdown. "Speak The Truth" ] I don't update this thing ever. Boo on me. I'm listening to Tsunami Bomb. I miss them. I remember when I ordered my TB shirt last year it arrived the day of the real tsunami and I felt so bad. Yeah so anyway. I am going to a Suicide Silence show next Sunday (not this one but next Sunday) I don't care for them that much to tell you the truth, but it's something to do and I get to hang out with people so that's good. I am sick of being at home. I need a job, baad. My momma is driving me insane and really you can only be on Myspace for so long until its just not fun anymore. :-/ I got the new Matchbook Romance CD from Jenn the other day. I figured I'd give it a listen since I am going to see them in a couple weeks. Charlene wants to go see Bleeding Through again on the 2nd of April. I would LOVE to but honestly I am running low on cash and trying to find a ride again would be a nightmare. It would be way cool to have gone to the opening and closing shows of their tour though. Ha. Odds are tickets are already sold out though. I haven't checked, I think of last Friday you could still get them, but they are having this deal where you can buy tickets for both days for 25 bucks, so I'm expecting them to sell out before we get everything settled. Shrug. If we do end up going I hope Anaheim kids are cooler than LA kids. Man that crowd sucked! Well I have nothing more to say. I am a boring girl. Sue Me [Your Love is Hopeless]

Ha [Monday February 20th, 2006 2:52pm] [ mood | giggly ] [ music | AFI Cult Status ] A Funny Convo Me And Cierrah Just Had: frenxchie: http://myspace-088.vo.llnwd.net/00083/88/05/83845088_l.jpg XXXCIERRAHXXX: Keith barney XXXCIERRAHXXX: ex throwdown singer, current 18V guitarist frenxchie: I see frenxchie: he's niice ha XXXCIERRAHXXX: lol yea XXXCIERRAHXXX: I wouldn't touch that though...Sophia might eat ur face off frenxchie: Ha Oh no. I already have my boo I don't need him XXXCIERRAHXXX: lol frenxchie: Man I need to see all of these people in bands. I have no clue what any of them look like :-/ XXXCIERRAHXXX: lol frenxchie: I could probably meet a bunch of people and not know it ha. XXXCIERRAHXXX: haha frenxchie: Fuck I've probably met throwdown like 5 times hah XXXCIERRAHXXX: haha XXXCIERRAHXXX: dude, me and the singer from throwdown had sex...kinda. XXXCIERRAHXXX: in my mind. frenxchie: Hahaahaha frenxchie: Yes because you know that's like the same thing as real sex XXXCIERRAHXXX: exactly. well, he sweated on me...and I assume you sweat when you have sex, so therefore..we had sexual relationgs frenxchie: Oh I see hahaa XXXCIERRAHXXX: *relations frenxchie: So technially I did it with Brandon too since I touched his sweaty arm? frenxchie: technically* XXXCIERRAHXXX: yea frenxchie: Whho hoo! XXXCIERRAHXXX: lol XXXCIERRAHXXX: and he has touched Johnson and leppke so its like you had sex with them too frenxchie: Score!!!!! frenxchie: Goddamn I got laid 3 times in one night frenxchie: I'm exhausted XXXCIERRAHXXX: lol XXXCIERRAHXXX: hahaha XXXCIERRAHXXX: god ya slut! frenxchie: You know how I do XXXCIERRAHXXX: I totally did womby..and Mick cuz Brandon was standing next to him frenxchie: Ga Jesus we are sex MACHINES XXXCIERRAHXXX: hahaha [Your Love is Hopeless]

[Sunday February 19th, 2006 4:45pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Bleeding Through "Ill Part 2" ] Well a lot has happened since the Bleeding Through show. It was Charlene's birthday the day after. I got her headphones, ha that's what she wanted *shrug*. Also Cierrah and her are no longer talking to each other. There's a lot of inside drama between them, so I don't want to go into details. But its really hard to just be in the middle, you know? Like I have to watch what I say from now on so I don't stir up more un-needed crap between them. I really don't want to come off as if I am bashing on one or the other either. At the same time, I don't want to act as if I am not interested in their feelings either since I do care for each of them a lot. Sigh. So confused! I mean and than I have the whole thing with Chris. APPARENTLY he is moving to Colorado with Jessica and Eve (whom I never got to say goodbye to before they left) and I won't get to say goodbye to him before he leaves tomorrow either. We were supposed to visit him today but my dad got sick and we couldn't go, so basically I'm never seeing my brother again. :-/ So yeah my life right now is crappy. I hate drama, and for some reason it clings to me. Anyway lata homies. ♥ Frenchie. [Your Love is Hopeless]

Bleeding Through Night! [Friday February 17th, 2006 6:19pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Between The Buried And Me "More Of Myself To Kill" ] Well I went and was Bleeding Though Two nights ago. It was fucking AMAZING. We saw Biggie, BT's tour manager outside the venue, he's hot, Charlene was having panic attacks because she's like in love with him. Ha-ha. Anyway yeah we got inside and got good seats on the floor, and than we saw....JOHNSON! My Idol so we went back to the merch. booth (where he was headed) and I had to buy some more stuff ha-ha, I tried talking to him but I couldn't so I talked it his friend though, he had a shirt with a picture of Johnson on it holding a kaola. Ha. I want that shirt. Yeah and than it was time for the show and Haste The Day was on First. Their performance was so good, they have a new singer and Jesus he is gorgeous, I am definitely going to get into them now that I saw them live, purely Amazing they were. And than Between The Buried And Me were on, they were really good as well, the vocals were amazing to what they were expected to be, I thought they were going to sound all rattle-ly and scratchy but they were surprisingly clear, and the worst part is that I think I am starting to like them ha-ha, I've been listening to them a lot since the show. It's amazing how such a big voice can come out of such a little body. The crowd during them sucked though, everyone was all over the place and the massive dude I was standing by at the time landed on me twice, which didn't tickle. But it was alright since the whole time I was by him, he was pretty much blocking everyone from hitting me, so therefore I am grateful ha :p . Anyway Every Time I Die was next, whom I don't really care for, but Jesus Christ their bass player, is FUCKING Gorgeous. His guns are huge too. Ha, he looks like he'd be such an asshole though, he probably has asshole keys ha. Yeah and than it was BLEEDING THROUGH! Oh yeah. And Guess Who got to touch Mr. Schieppati's arm? He's big, bulky, manly, sweaty, gorgeous arm? Yep. CRYSTAL did! Ha-ha, and plus we were on my Boo's side of the stage so I got to google at him all night and watch him make all his cute funny faces. Ha it was great. Oooh and Howard from Killswitch showed up, Davey from AFI was there, Mick from 18 visions, and James. which was pretty cool, Howard's awesome, although I don't like the band that much (they're tolerable but eh) I love that guy. If I could pick any tall black man to be for a day, it would be that black man. Good things about the show: They played "Line In The Sand", "Our Enemies", And "The Truth", HOWARD WAS THERE, JOHNSON WAS THERE, and Scott's a cutie. Bad things about the show: The Venue and the kids. YOU SUCK LA KIDS. End Of Story, stop being gay. BT Set list wasn't all that wonderful either. Songs that should have been played: "Return To Sender", "Dead Like Me", "Ill Part 2", And "Savior Saint Salvation". And the fact that the band didn't come out after the show, that was gay. Anyway here are some pictures, keep in mind they're from a camera phone and a cheap throw away since I didn't bring my digital (which btw with def. happen at the Silverstein show.) ( Pictures are here ) [Your Love is Hopeless]

[Thursday February 2nd, 2006 2:02pm] [ mood | ERRRRRR ] [ music | This Is Love, This Is Murderous-Bleeding Through ] Well let me tell you how much of a dumb skank my mom is. She ordered a IT DIES TODAY hoodies for me and two shirts from Merch squad, let's see, A WEEK BEFORE X-MAS (or so she says) and yeah I still haven't gotten them. And I really don't think she even oordered them because she refuses to show my the order confirmation so I can email the fuckers about my order. And to add on top of things she still hasn't ordered my Fall Out Boy tickets. So there for It may be sold out/we are going to get SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT seats. Oh I really don't like her sometimes. I mean would it kill her to be truthful with me for like 2 fucking minutes.? [Your Love is Hopeless]

[Tuesday January 31st, 2006 1:33pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Silverstein "When Broken Is Easily Fixed" ] Well I didn't do much yesterday. I worked on my LJ and than went to the mall with Cierrah and Charlene. That was fun. We went into Hot Topic (Yeah I know SUE ME!) and saw someone that looked like my boo, Leppke. I almost died ha. Gorgeous. Yeah and than we watched Cierrah play DDR and got some some stuff from Silver Depot. Than we caught the bus home. We pretty much talked about....you guessed it....Bleeding Through! Yes, we are too obsessed. I can't wait for the show on the 15th. I'm going to be all wierd when I see Leppke haha. I'm probably just going to sit a drool. Ha. I still don't know what I am going to wear. I have those green pants and I just need a shirt. I'll probably just get a black collared one. It's simple and I won't rock too many boats with it. My hair is going to be fucked though cause my straightener broke, fucker. It won't stay on anymore its horrible. I'm pissed! Well nothing else is going on so I am gonna end this bitches. [2 Would Kill To Believe][Your Love is Hopeless]

New Layout!!!!! [Monday January 30th, 2006 3:23pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Bleeding Through "Our Enemies" ] Well after hours (2 and a half to be exact) of coding and tweaking I have finally got a layout I like on my LJ. Go me!. I'd like to give credit to layouts_simple (Credits are also in user info.) for the initial layout. If you'd like to see it, it's here. Hope you all like it. Feel free to give me some feed back on what you like and don't like. This is my first layout that I've ever made so yeah, I NEED IT! Peace [Your Love is Hopeless]

First one [Sunday January 29th, 2006 7:53pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Terror "Keep Your Mouth Shut" ] Well I started a LJ tonight, this is mainly a LJ for people I know, to see what is going on with me. So yeah be good fuckers. PS. I am trying to get a nice layout on this thing, be patient. [Your Love is Hopeless]

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